My Life would be very strange to others,

i feel as am lonely much around me.

No one cares my feelings, even my loved one!!! that's strange.

i just decided not to hurt any one instead hurting my self.

i feel pity on my self when my friends girlfriend shares much of her time understanding my friend.

One day i would be a famous person where i can share this blog so that she would understand what i have missed.

Life is all about LOVE and MONEY!!!

I believe in love and i feel am not much lucky to feel the essence of love. 

my life....

At childhood i taught i would be a famous persons of the world

but now the same life is sucking me in to troubles

AT A VERY 22  i fell in love with her named SRAVANTHI. i taught that life would be beautiful with her entry. when i had started to talk with her from the first day, i would be hurted lot  rather than happy, i taught it was just a beginning and later if i had understud her i would be happy with her,

but

what i had taught at that time was really wrong!!! i used to think that she's  god gift, if she hurted me its okay and just continiued  with her. but problems had arised and inspite of thinking negitive i taught to think positively.

if  3 days i would be happy with her i would be sad for 5 days with her, this was my routine life.

she never showed love towords me rather I LOVE U only was just a word with out any feelings in my life.
i used to be thinking that one day i may be lucky and she will show all her affections what i may expect, days passed months passed years passed but the same feeling which was just before just continued,

from there i taught to thin k like what a life is mine?!!! i am not happy and neither sad?!!!